Struck by Cupid’s dart
I’m bleeding belladonna,
veins surging poison.
Now blue bells and little stars
live where my eyes used to be.
Phlox crawls from my chest,
heart pulsing with a nectar
that is beyond sweet.
My pretty petals tempt you,
with lethal indifference.
deep and imposing,
swirling with fragrant desire
you pool under my skin
like inkblots on fresh linen.
your tongue cuts
delicate shapes into my
fervent bones
with a saccharine edge
only you could posses.
dark and alluring
like the lifeblood that
pours from our pretty little veins,
you catch my breath
and steal kisses
in the dead of night.
but you’re far
from sex in a glass;
an ungodly man with
more lies than he has affairs.
i guess I’ve bruised
your ego just like you
bruised my lips.
i.
for three and a half years you had
a home in the crevices of my bloodiest organ,
but you didn't pay rent so consider yourself
evicted.
ii.
when people love each other they’re
willing to move mountains to simply see one another—
you won’t even pick up the damn phone.
iii.
you played me like a fiddle and then
broke the bow, but I'm still making sweet melodies
and going farther than you ever dreamed.
iv.
i was young and foolish,
mesmerized by your foreign taste;
you left me cold and curious but
i don't blame you.
v.
good girls are just bad girls
who don’t get caught
vi.
you turned a child into a ghost
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how to be my lover
i.
look me in the eyes and count the stars
that you see reflecting in their
faltering irises as my
pupils dilate to show you what’s inside.
ii.
hear the symphony that is my body:
the clicking of my tongue as I pull at
the hem of my shirt,
the silent whispers of my breath as I
exhale my butterflies,
the war drum beating of my heart
as it hangs upon my sleeve.
iii.
feel my hand tucked tightly
between the ridges and gaps
of your calloused palm like a puzzle piece
that doesn’t quite fit.
(leave your fingerprints along my spine
so that I may find you the day
you become lost.)
iv.
taste my name on your
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beauty is a state of mind
forgiveness is the
scent the violet leaves
on the foot that stomped it;
I am beautiful in remembrance:
I am beautiful
in a body two sizes too
large, in eyes dilated
with questions (eyes
you cannot name; gray
like the ocean, blue
like the heart, green like
the fever dream I cannot
wake from) I am the
hair of a lion, a wild
thing, ignition upon
tempted glance. I am the skin
you cannot name, always fleeting;
the chameleon
you always see
but never truly take in.
and I know a boy
carved of ivory sil
‘ achilles wasn't the
only one with a weakness, ‘
and you said, maybe i'm a crook
for stealing the voice from your lungs,
but you are the fool who let me get away with it,
as if i were supposed to know that love was only
ever effervescence disguised as something beautiful,
that i would dissipate into seafoam; penance for my sin.
‘ pr